Lost with sullen heart in a deep ocean of thoughts ; gazing at deep blue endless sky……..all of a sudden my eyes grabbed the attention on a 8yrs old girl wearing school dress and carrying bag getting ready to go to school…..
I lost in memories of my past and my heart was saying that……
I wish if I could be a kid once again…..i wish if I could go to school again….i wish if I could be punished for not doing homework on time…. I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again ……..
My heart blows when I see kids to play marbles at the corner of road it evoked memories of my childhood when I used to play marbles with friends… I remembered that stray walking of childhood…that puppet game….that game of thief and police…..that hide and seek …….
I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
When I see kids to toiling late nights mugging with heavy books to get good marks……a ripple struck my heart and I recalled my mom to come at 2 “o” clock at night and to say don’t study so hard u may become ill….I miss that touch of my dad on my head and that proud feeling that his daughter gonna make his name to illuminate……that time my heart was saying…when this unfortunate study gonna end…..when I get rid off from Newton and Einstein ………now I realized how golden that time was…….i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
On a one fine morning I was strolling….all of a sudden I recalled some treasured memories of my past…..when I have seen an eighteen years old girl of my neighbor uncle getting ready to go to the college first time on her new scooter…..i can feel her excitement…I remembered the days of my youth….that coquettishness of college…that first day of my college…….there were some strange horripilation in my heart…..i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again….
My heart to slumber with great excitement when I heard my neighbor’s daughter telling her experiences of ragging to her mother….i remembered the days of my ragging… that staring wide eyes….that heavy loud voices….. that call of my seniors to give introduction…I remembered that game of cricket without ball and bat…that dance without music….i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…..
The waves of golden memories ripes in my heart quickly when I saw three friends eating gol gappa’s at the corner of a road…I recalled that moments of joy and happiness…when I used to go there with my bosom friends…I remembered the days of my budding youth…..i recalled that lovely evening with friends and to come home at late nights…that tittle-tattle about handsome boys in the class…that wrong calls…that study at whole night before one day of exams….that chide of parents…that time I was thinking when all this shit gonna end..When I will live freely….
Now I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…..
When I see neighbor’s daughter talking on phone at terrace stealthily..
My heart to deviate and I recalled my first love…..that first proposal of love...that first date…..i miss that blush in my face when I see his face…that stir up of my friends by calling his name again and again…I miss that late night calls..That swears of live and die together …..that romantic dates by bunking college…I miss his first kiss…I miss his soothing touch…I miss that fights and that new ways to cheer him up….i miss that valentine’s day…that bouquet of roses..how that days went off…..that time gone….I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
I wish I could make some lost dreams to be completed….some incomplete promises to be completed…some incomplete memories to be completed…..I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again……
My heart felt a violent jerk when I saw the rising sparkling sun in a morning…I felt that every day has a new morning…every morning has a fresh breeze …I remembered the waves on a beach they come touch and they went…some touched hard…some touched smoothly…but we cant catch them….then I realized why I am worrying about my past…it went but the running time is precious and I wont make this time to be incomplete…now I will live my incomplete life and make it to be completed…my heart filled with great joy and I went to live my incomplete life once again……………
Sunday, December 5, 2010
Monday, October 25, 2010
The Blog From A common Man: The 60 years of wait......when its gonna over????
The Blog From A common Man: The 60 years of wait......when its gonna over????: "Breaths were held, our hearts were occupied with a peculiar unquiteness and hestiness. The situation was quite suspicious that what wil..."
The 60 years of wait......when its gonna over????
Breaths were held, our hearts were occupied with a peculiar unquiteness and hastiness. The situation was quite suspicious that what will happen. Alternatively, what going to be happens? Will history repeat again? These types of questions my heart was originating a strange keenness. Gone are the 60 years in this reasoning don’t know how many dominions have come and gone away .this issue has became the way of political parties to get their vote bank to be filled and they started the play of ducks and
Drakes on behalf of faith and religion .but today the time has come to stop all the conjectures and doubtful situations and at last 60 years of prolonged wait have finished here.
The biggest ever decision of faith and belief in the Indian history has come. The lucknow high court bench has announced the biggest balanced decision of faith. Any one has neither won nor defeated. Based on available evidences and resources the high court declared the controversial land of the birthplace of lord “Ram” moreover without offending the religious feelings and values of Muslim followers the high court has ordered to distribute the controversial land on three equal one-third parts. Along with this decision, the time has arrived to judge India’s “Unity in diversity” fact thereupon. The whole nation was in “Red Alert”. The Ayodhya has converted into cantonment; there were high tight security in every footstep. Although during 60 years, many remarkable changes we have seen in the mentality and living standard of Indian people. Now this young Hindustan understands the political tricks and the intentions of those people who often play the shallow game on the name of religion and faith. At last in the examination of religion and faith Hindustan was got passed.
I was feeling that now the protracted wait of 60 years has come to the ending point, but I forget that this is India where political tricks have been played on the name of religion. some religious groups has announced that they will appeal against this decision in “Supreme Court” that means the mentality of those people who have been fighting for 60 years for faith and religion was still the same which they had 60 years ago they don’t want to move forward. Past was rather dominated on them that‘s why they are not looking forward to the golden tomorrow.
One question is knocking to my intellect that when will this fight for religion and faith be over? What matters whether it was a temple, mosque, gurudwara or church the God is one he is the only truth , he is immortal, he is ever young , no one can destroy him or erase him however he always presents in the past , in present and will also exist in near future , then why we are fighting again and again? That Almighty might be laughing at such types of narrow minded people. The god is fully aware that these people are not fighting for me albeit they are fighting to get their Ego to be won. However, in the world there are lots many things to think, many of another untouched aspects. cant we pay attention to these issues? When we will get the freedom from this religious cobweb and when we will make our united efforts to develop a golden future? What happen if there was a temple or mosque? The fact is God was there, God is everywhere, and God is inside us we cannot pack him in these four walls. Although, this truth will never be understood by those people who make themselves supreme and tall for the sake of religion.
As a youth, my thinking ability is beyond all these issues moreover this thinking is not only mine it is of all the young blood of INDIA. On the Ayodyha verdict when I had a discussion with my young friends and colleagues after taking their views and opinion I was shocked that today’s youth is also beyond all these matters. He is very busy and struggling hard to get proper food for 2 time in today’s hard and competitive environment. They do not have any issues regarding all these things that either a temple or mosque should be constructed there, all they want is a peace. He wants to live on an open friendly environment without any bloodshed. Nevertheless, what regret that the voice of Indian youth strength has been lost in dirty play of politics and in some narrow minded people?
The decision of faith and religion has not been done by any court of this world, until the mentality of people has not changed. The unhappy people from this decision will go and appeal in “Supreme Court” and if it would not be effective again then they will go more forward and by keep doing this some more years will pass away. Moreover, keep waiting for this decision some people will meet the “God” for whom all this game has been playing. The only regret is that in india there is no one who listen a commoner’s voice, did any one thought to take opinion from the general public for once that what they want? What our youth want? Nevertheless, the decision is for “India” then whom the few people are to decide about this. Did anyone ask to that mother who lost her son during riots that what she wants? Alternatively, did anyone ask to a widow who lost her husband, that what she wants? However, how sad is that no one has come to ask and no one will come to ask them and the religious game will keep playing like this.
I will keep these kinds of people in the category of innocent little children because the 2 years of children have lack of proper knowledge. These mature people do not understand a single fact that god is everywhere. Either we called him Allah, Jesus, or Ram. He is one; he is in every place and corner. The fact is our vision that how we wish to see him in which form either it is a temple mosque, gurudwara or church, if we wish to see with right sight and way then he is with us in every footstep in every moment he is with us in front of our eyes. The person who believes and have faith in almighty will see him in a simple roadside stone. I have seen the same god in temple that I had seen in mosque, in gurudwara and in church.
At finally yet importantly I would like to request to the Almighty that hey god! Please may shower the right thinking to those innocent people, so that every human being can sleep with peace and order.
Drakes on behalf of faith and religion .but today the time has come to stop all the conjectures and doubtful situations and at last 60 years of prolonged wait have finished here.
The biggest ever decision of faith and belief in the Indian history has come. The lucknow high court bench has announced the biggest balanced decision of faith. Any one has neither won nor defeated. Based on available evidences and resources the high court declared the controversial land of the birthplace of lord “Ram” moreover without offending the religious feelings and values of Muslim followers the high court has ordered to distribute the controversial land on three equal one-third parts. Along with this decision, the time has arrived to judge India’s “Unity in diversity” fact thereupon. The whole nation was in “Red Alert”. The Ayodhya has converted into cantonment; there were high tight security in every footstep. Although during 60 years, many remarkable changes we have seen in the mentality and living standard of Indian people. Now this young Hindustan understands the political tricks and the intentions of those people who often play the shallow game on the name of religion and faith. At last in the examination of religion and faith Hindustan was got passed.
I was feeling that now the protracted wait of 60 years has come to the ending point, but I forget that this is India where political tricks have been played on the name of religion. some religious groups has announced that they will appeal against this decision in “Supreme Court” that means the mentality of those people who have been fighting for 60 years for faith and religion was still the same which they had 60 years ago they don’t want to move forward. Past was rather dominated on them that‘s why they are not looking forward to the golden tomorrow.
One question is knocking to my intellect that when will this fight for religion and faith be over? What matters whether it was a temple, mosque, gurudwara or church the God is one he is the only truth , he is immortal, he is ever young , no one can destroy him or erase him however he always presents in the past , in present and will also exist in near future , then why we are fighting again and again? That Almighty might be laughing at such types of narrow minded people. The god is fully aware that these people are not fighting for me albeit they are fighting to get their Ego to be won. However, in the world there are lots many things to think, many of another untouched aspects. cant we pay attention to these issues? When we will get the freedom from this religious cobweb and when we will make our united efforts to develop a golden future? What happen if there was a temple or mosque? The fact is God was there, God is everywhere, and God is inside us we cannot pack him in these four walls. Although, this truth will never be understood by those people who make themselves supreme and tall for the sake of religion.
As a youth, my thinking ability is beyond all these issues moreover this thinking is not only mine it is of all the young blood of INDIA. On the Ayodyha verdict when I had a discussion with my young friends and colleagues after taking their views and opinion I was shocked that today’s youth is also beyond all these matters. He is very busy and struggling hard to get proper food for 2 time in today’s hard and competitive environment. They do not have any issues regarding all these things that either a temple or mosque should be constructed there, all they want is a peace. He wants to live on an open friendly environment without any bloodshed. Nevertheless, what regret that the voice of Indian youth strength has been lost in dirty play of politics and in some narrow minded people?
The decision of faith and religion has not been done by any court of this world, until the mentality of people has not changed. The unhappy people from this decision will go and appeal in “Supreme Court” and if it would not be effective again then they will go more forward and by keep doing this some more years will pass away. Moreover, keep waiting for this decision some people will meet the “God” for whom all this game has been playing. The only regret is that in india there is no one who listen a commoner’s voice, did any one thought to take opinion from the general public for once that what they want? What our youth want? Nevertheless, the decision is for “India” then whom the few people are to decide about this. Did anyone ask to that mother who lost her son during riots that what she wants? Alternatively, did anyone ask to a widow who lost her husband, that what she wants? However, how sad is that no one has come to ask and no one will come to ask them and the religious game will keep playing like this.
I will keep these kinds of people in the category of innocent little children because the 2 years of children have lack of proper knowledge. These mature people do not understand a single fact that god is everywhere. Either we called him Allah, Jesus, or Ram. He is one; he is in every place and corner. The fact is our vision that how we wish to see him in which form either it is a temple mosque, gurudwara or church, if we wish to see with right sight and way then he is with us in every footstep in every moment he is with us in front of our eyes. The person who believes and have faith in almighty will see him in a simple roadside stone. I have seen the same god in temple that I had seen in mosque, in gurudwara and in church.
At finally yet importantly I would like to request to the Almighty that hey god! Please may shower the right thinking to those innocent people, so that every human being can sleep with peace and order.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Lets Share Views with a commoner !!!!!!!!
Hello Everyone this is Neha goswami a new blogger i am passionate about writing but being a commoner i am not getting the right platform to share my views that's why i created this blogs so that i can share my views wid every common people like me so lets get united and share yours views and discuss it here..........
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