Lost with sullen heart in a deep ocean of thoughts ; gazing at deep blue endless sky……..all of a sudden my eyes grabbed the attention on a 8yrs old girl wearing school dress and carrying bag getting ready to go to school…..
I lost in memories of my past and my heart was saying that……
I wish if I could be a kid once again…..i wish if I could go to school again….i wish if I could be punished for not doing homework on time…. I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again ……..
My heart blows when I see kids to play marbles at the corner of road it evoked memories of my childhood when I used to play marbles with friends… I remembered that stray walking of childhood…that puppet game….that game of thief and police…..that hide and seek …….
I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
When I see kids to toiling late nights mugging with heavy books to get good marks……a ripple struck my heart and I recalled my mom to come at 2 “o” clock at night and to say don’t study so hard u may become ill….I miss that touch of my dad on my head and that proud feeling that his daughter gonna make his name to illuminate……that time my heart was saying…when this unfortunate study gonna end…..when I get rid off from Newton and Einstein ………now I realized how golden that time was…….i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
On a one fine morning I was strolling….all of a sudden I recalled some treasured memories of my past…..when I have seen an eighteen years old girl of my neighbor uncle getting ready to go to the college first time on her new scooter…..i can feel her excitement…I remembered the days of my youth….that coquettishness of college…that first day of my college…….there were some strange horripilation in my heart…..i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again….
My heart to slumber with great excitement when I heard my neighbor’s daughter telling her experiences of ragging to her mother….i remembered the days of my ragging… that staring wide eyes….that heavy loud voices….. that call of my seniors to give introduction…I remembered that game of cricket without ball and bat…that dance without music….i wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…..
The waves of golden memories ripes in my heart quickly when I saw three friends eating gol gappa’s at the corner of a road…I recalled that moments of joy and happiness…when I used to go there with my bosom friends…I remembered the days of my budding youth…..i recalled that lovely evening with friends and to come home at late nights…that tittle-tattle about handsome boys in the class…that wrong calls…that study at whole night before one day of exams….that chide of parents…that time I was thinking when all this shit gonna end..When I will live freely….
Now I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…..
When I see neighbor’s daughter talking on phone at terrace stealthily..
My heart to deviate and I recalled my first love…..that first proposal of love...that first date…..i miss that blush in my face when I see his face…that stir up of my friends by calling his name again and again…I miss that late night calls..That swears of live and die together …..that romantic dates by bunking college…I miss his first kiss…I miss his soothing touch…I miss that fights and that new ways to cheer him up….i miss that valentine’s day…that bouquet of roses..how that days went off…..that time gone….I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again…….
I wish I could make some lost dreams to be completed….some incomplete promises to be completed…some incomplete memories to be completed…..I wish that time should come back and I could live my incomplete life once again……
My heart felt a violent jerk when I saw the rising sparkling sun in a morning…I felt that every day has a new morning…every morning has a fresh breeze …I remembered the waves on a beach they come touch and they went…some touched hard…some touched smoothly…but we cant catch them….then I realized why I am worrying about my past…it went but the running time is precious and I wont make this time to be incomplete…now I will live my incomplete life and make it to be completed…my heart filled with great joy and I went to live my incomplete life once again……………
